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# (579) Hub Children Guard {1099}{}{?} {1199}{}{［この人が教えられることはない］} #{100}{}{You see a guard for the Children.} {100}{}{ Children の ガ ー ド だ} # float #{101}{}{Phillips! Let s take this guy out!} #{102}{}{Get outta my face!} {101}{}{ Phillips！こいつを外へ放り出すぞ！} {102}{}{ さっさと失せろ！} #{103}{}{What do you want?} #{104}{}{Tell me about your work.} #{105}{}{What s this place about?} #{106}{}{You wouldn t know where I can find a water chip?} #{107}{}{What can you tell me about a man named Decker?} #{108}{}{Nice weapon you got there} #{109}{}{Uh・milk.} {103}{}{ 何の用だ。} {104}{}{ 仕事は何を。} {105}{}{ ここは一体？} {106}{}{ ウォーターチップの在り処なんて知らないよね。} {107}{}{ Deckerという名の男について何か知らないか。} {108}{}{ いい武器持ってるねぇ。} {109}{}{ うー、ミルク} #{110}{}{I m a hired hand. If anyone bothers these space cadets, # I kill em. You got a problem with that?} #{111}{}{So you re a bodyguard} #{112}{}{Who hired you?} #{113}{}{Anything interesting happening in the Hub?} #{114}{}{What are you making?} #{115}{}{Yeah. A big problem.} #{116}{}{No problem, friend.} {110}{}{ ここで雇われている。訓練生に迷惑をかける奴がいたら殺す。何か文 句あるか。} {111}{}{ つまりボディガードか。} {112}{}{ 雇い主は？} {113}{}{ Hubで何か面白いことでもあったかい？} {114}{}{ 稼いで何に使うんだ？} {115}{}{ ああ。大有りだ。} {116}{}{ いや、別に。} #{117}{}{Something called a Holy Flame. Don t listen to this bullshit, it ll rot your brain!} #{118}{}{What s your take on this Holy Flame?} #{119}{}{Man, are these people ever stupid!} #{120}{}{Anything interesting happening in the Hub?} #{121}{}{Where did these guys come from?} {117}{}{ Ｈｏｌｙ Ｆｌａｍｅとかってやつだよ。こんなしょうもないこと聞 くな。脳みそ腐っちまうぞ。} {118}{}{ Holy Flameってのは何だと思う？} {119}{}{ ここの連中は本当アホだよな！} {120}{}{ Hubで何か面白いことでもあったかい？} {121}{}{ ここの連中はどこから来たんだ？} #{122}{}{Water chip? Do you mean like ice chips? Up in the mountains, maybe.} #{123}{}{No, I mean the computer chip to control a water purification system.} #{124}{}{Not that kind of chip, you moron!} #{125}{}{Uh thanks. I think.} #{126}{}{You ever been to the mountains?} {122}{}{ ウォーターチップ？アイスチップみたいなもんか？山に登りゃあ見つ かるんじゃないか。} {123}{}{ そうじゃない。水質浄化システム制御用のコンピューターチップな んだ。} {124}{}{ そういうチップじゃねーよ、アホが。} {125}{}{ そりゃどうも。だろうね。} {126}{}{ 登ったことがあるのかい？} #{127}{}{Yeah, I heard about him. He s a real bastard, but he pays his bills. # Phillips worked for him a few # times.} #{128}{}{So you think he s a creep?} #{129}{}{Phillips?} #{130}{}{Would you take a job from him.} #{131}{}{Thanks!} {127}{}{ ああ、噂は聞いてるぞ。本当に汚い野郎だが、金はきっちり出してく れる。Philipsが何度か奴の所の仕事をしたことがあるな。} {128}{}{ 嫌な奴だと？} {129}{}{ Phillips？} {130}{}{ 奴から仕事をもらいたいと思うか？} {131}{}{ そうか。ありがとう。} #{132}{}{Yeah, this is the only one I d want in a fire fight. What can I do for you?} #{133}{}{Where can a guy go here to get some quality weapons?} #{134}{}{What s up with these Cathedral guys?} #{135}{}{Where can a guy go to find action around here?} #{136}{}{You wouldn t know where I can find a water chip?} #{137}{}{What can you tell me about a man named Decker?} {132}{}{ だろう。撃ち合いになってもこれさえあれば問題ないね。何か探して いるのか？} {133}{}{ そこそこの武器を手に入れられる所はこの街にあるか？} {134}{}{ ここにいるCathedralの連中はどんな様子だ？} {135}{}{ この辺りで一暴れしたければどこに行けばいい？} {136}{}{ ウォーターチップがありそうな場所なんて知らないよな。} {137}{}{ Deckerという名の男について何か知らないか。} #{138}{}{Sorry pal, but I m on duty. No small talk.} #{139}{}{Get the Hell out of my face before I kill you.} #{140}{}{Way to go, Rocket Scientist! Who else could I be, Doc Morbid? Jeez!} #{141}{}{The priest bitch. Who else did you think? Jeez!} #{142}{}{I hate to admit it pal, but I ve been out of the loop for weeks. # You better ask someone else.} {138}{}{ すまんが仕事中なんでな。お喋りはなしだ。} {139}{}{ 生きてるうちにとっとと失せろや。} {140}{}{ その通り。あんた天才だな！それ以外俺に何ができるよ、Ｄｏｃ Ｍ ｏｒｂｉｄ？ヘッ！} {141}{}{ あのクソ尼だよ。他に誰がいるんだ？ケッ！} {142}{}{ いやー言いたかないんだが、ここ数週間の出来事は全く知らんのだ。 誰か他の奴に聞いてくれ。} #{143}{}{Room and board and not much else. These religious types are cheap!} #{144}{}{Then let s solve it!} #{145}{}{Fine. Because nobody likes a problem around here.} #{146}{}{It s gotta be a scam. Nobody s really dumb enough to believe # all this religious shit. Could they?} #{147}{}{Yeah. It s a good thing that they aren t paying me to # agree with them. Holy flame, my ass!} {143}{}{ まーほとんどは生活費だな。こういう「神様ー」って連中はケチ臭く ってな！} {144}{}{ じゃあ聞いてやるよ！} {145}{}{ よし。この街じゃ面倒ごとは嫌われるからな。} {146}{}{ 間違いなく詐欺だな。宗教だか何だか知らんがこんなの心から信じる ほど馬鹿な奴はいないだろ。} {147}{}{ だな。金を出すからお前も信仰しろなんて言われなくてよかったよ。 Holy Flameクソ喰らえ！} #{148}{}{I dunno. I can tell you one thing, whatever you can say about # the religion, they re not amateurs. They # came in and organized this place like clockwork. # This isn t just another band of mindless zombies.} #{149}{}{Jeez, I thought only Vaults used that sort of crap!} #{150}{}{Watch your mouth, asshole. These people may believe in peace and love, but I don t!} #{151}{}{No problem.} #{152}{}{Nah. The higher you climb, the worse the radiation gets.} {148}{}{ さあな。あんたが宗教ってものをどう思うかは別にして、これだけは 言える。こいつらは素人じゃない。この街に来て組織を作り上げる様 子は、まるで機械仕掛けのようだった。単なる妄信的な馬鹿の集団っ てわけじゃないんだよ。} {149}{}{ んー、そういうのはVaultにしかないんじゃなかったか。} {150}{}{ 言葉には気をつけろよ、タコ。ここの連中は愛だ平和だっていってる がな、俺は違うんだよ！} {151}{}{ お安い御用だ。} {152}{}{ ないぞ。高い所まで登るほど放射線もきつくなるからな。} #{153}{}{Uh, if you like psychotic, stone cold ruthless bastards, then he s the man.} #{154}{}{My partner. The guy who s guarding Jain.} #{155}{}{It depends on how much risk you like. My life s been kinda # busy lately, so I came here to lie low. But # if you like action, sure. Just don t screw up or you re dead, that s all.} #{156}{}{I hear the Water Merchants are always packing the best shit. # But people will say anything about the # Water Merchants. It ain t here among this crowd, that s for damn sure.} #{157}{}{I been trying to get a good read on these guys for weeks. # At first I thought they were fools, but now・ # I ain t sure. They re organized, and they ve got a plan. I can smell it!} {153}{}{ んー、精神に異常がある冷酷無比な野郎がいいってんなら、まさしく 奴がそうだ。} {154}{}{ 俺の相棒だ。Jainのガードをしている。} {155}{}{ 危険と天秤にかけるこったな。俺は最近ちょっと慌しかったんでな、 ここで大人しくしているんだ。まあ、暴れたいんならいいんじゃない か。死にたくなければﾍﾏだけはしないようにな。それだけだ。} {156}{}{ いつもいい武器を持ち歩いてるのはＷａｔｅｒ Ｍｅｒｃｈａｎｔｓ の連中だって噂だが、あいつらに関してはあることないことが言われ てるからな。まあ、ここにはないのは絶対間違いない。こんな連中だ からな。} {157}{}{ ここの連中が何を考えてるのか、ここ数週間俺なりに観察してみた。 最初はただのアホだと思っていたんだが、今は自信がない。組織的だ し何やら計画もある。臭うんだよ！} #{158}{}{I hear Decker s got some action, but man, it s shitty work # and if you screw up, you re as good as dead.} #{159}{}{Water purification chip? You don t use well water? Good lord! # I heard tell of a Vault near Shady Sands # where you might find one, but that place is completely caved in. I don t think I can help you.} {158}{}{ Ｄｅｃｋｅｒのところに行けばいいらしい。だが胸糞悪い仕事だぞ。 それにﾍﾏしたら確実に殺される。} {159}{}{ 水質浄化チップ？井戸水を使ってないのか？なんとまあ。Ｓｈａｄｙ ＳａｎｄｓのそばにＶａｕｌｔがあるって話を聞いたことがある。そ こならあるかもしれないが、崩落して完全に埋まってるぞ。力になれ そうもないな。} # float #{160}{}{Can t talk. The boss don t like it. Sorry.} {160}{}{ 話はできない。ダメだと言われていてな。すまん。} #{161}{}{Hey, you!} {161}{}{ この野郎！} #{162}{}{Hey! What do you think you re doing!} #{163}{}{Why the lock?} #{164}{}{Hey, I m backing off!} #{165}{}{Can you give me a hand with this door? It s stuck!} #{166}{}{You saw me! Too bad for you・ {162}{}{ おい！何してやがる！} {163}{}{ なぜ鍵を？} {164}{}{ いや、何もしてないぞ！} {165}{}{ ちょっと手を貸してくれないか。扉が開かないんだ！} {166}{}{ 見たな！お前も運がないな・・・} #{167}{}{None of your business! Get outta here!} #{168}{}{Good! Now get outta here!} #{169}{}{Get lost! If you pull this sort of shit again, I ll kill you personally!} {167}{}{ お前の知ったことか。さっさと帰れ！} {168}{}{ よし。じゃあさっさと帰れ！} {169}{}{ 失せろ！今度同じことをやってみろ、この手で殺してやるからな。} # float #{170}{}{We ain t supposed to talk to you. On your way, pal.} {170}{}{ あんたとは話すなと言われている。帰ってくれないか。} #{171}{}{Hey! What do you think you re doing!} #{172}{}{Why the lock?} #{173}{}{Hey, I m backing off!} #{174}{}{Can you give me a hand with this door? It s stuck!} #{175}{}{You saw me! Too bad for you・ #{176}{}{None of your business! Get outta here!} #{177}{}{Good! Now get outta here!} #{178}{}{Get lost! If you pull this sort of shit again, I ll kill you personally!} {171}{}{ おい！何してやがる！} {172}{}{ なぜ鍵が？} {173}{}{ いや、何もしてないぞ！} {174}{}{ ちょっと手を貸してくれないか。扉が開かないんだ！} {175}{}{ 見たな！お前も運がないな・・・} {176}{}{ お前の知ったことか。さっさと帰れ！} {177}{}{ よし。じゃあさっさと帰れ！} {178}{}{ 失せろ！今度同じことをやってみろ、この手で殺してやるからな。}
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I Want You Back I Want You Back Uh-huh huh huh huh Let me tell ya now Uh-huh VERSE 1 When I had you to myself I didn t want you around Those pretty faces always made you stand out in a crowd But someone picked you from the bunch one glance was all it took Now it s much too late for me to take a second look CHORUS Oh baby give me one more chance (show you that I love you) Won t you please let me (back in your heart) Oh darlin I was blind to let you go (let you go baby) But now since I see you in his arms (I want you back) Yes I do now (I want you back) Ooh ooh baby (I want you back) Ya ya ya ya (I want you back) Na na na na VERSE 2 Tryin to live without your love Is one long sleepless night Let me show you girl That I know wrong from right Every street you walk on I leave tearstains on the ground Following the girl I didn t even want around Let me tell you now CHORUS Oh baby all I need is one more chance (show you that I love you) Won t you please let me (back to your heart) Oh darlin I was blind to let you go (let you go baby) But now since I see you in his arms Uh-huh A buh buh buh buh (2 times) All I want A buh buh buh buh All I need A buh buh buh buh All I want A buh buh buh buh All I need (Jermaine) Oh just one more chance to show you that I love you baby! (6 times) (I want you back) (Jackie) Forget what happened then (I want you back) (Jermaine) Let me live again Oh baby I was blind to let you go But now since I see you in his arms (I want you back) (Jackie) Spare me of this cause (Jermaine) Gimme back what I lost Oh baby I need one more chance ha I tell ya that I love you
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Alright With Me いぇーい いぇーい いぇーい いぇー いぇーい いぇーい いぇーい いぇー (Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah) いぇーい いぇーい いぇーい いぇー いぇーい いぇーい いぇーい いぇー (Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah) 1. あまりるぽーん すてぃーりんにげー I’m a little pawn still in your game じゅーうぃーのーまいあーばんせー And you ignore my advances あったんまへぇーだなーるっくうぇい I turn my head and I look away ばらけこちょーまあーいぞろにゆー（いぇい） But I can’t control my eyes are on you おーゆろーんのろーんなっあっちぇいっしゅにゅー Oh, you’re on the run and I’m chasing you ふぃーずらいうぉーうぃぞーゆーぐらんせー Feels like war with all your glances あむじゃすたぼーいうぃーざーらくるー I’m just a boy without a clue えじかこちょーろふぉーろうぃにゆー（いぇい） And I can’t control following you [Chorus] ばりつぉーらい おーらいうみー But it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いっつぉーらい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらーい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me 2. あんのうゆーべーられにゅのー I know you better than you know ゆーきゃんふぁーいばりーつのーろーばー You can fight but it’s not over あっせいるすとっばちゅーすたーとぅごー I say to stop but you start to go あげっさみんず えーろびーいー I guess that means it’s L-O-V-E あせーとぅるーくちゅーたーんなうぇー I say to look but you turn away あせーうぃぷーらべすふーふぉーわー I say we put our best foot forward うぃゆーびりー かんねっくすみー Will you believe, come next to me おーわけーんちゅしーむべーぎにゅぷぃーず Oh, why can’t you see, I’m begging you, please [Chorus] ばりつぉーらい おーらいうみー But it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いっつぉーらい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらーい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いっつぉーらい おーらいうみー But it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いっつぉーらい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらーい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いぇーい いぇーい いぇーい いぇー いぇーい いぇーい いぇーい いぇー (Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah) いぇーい いぇーい いぇーい いぇー いぇーい いぇーい いぇーい いぇー (Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah) えーなーんあっけのんゆーどー And I’m knocking on your door べいーびっべいびぷりーずなーう Baby baby, please now ふぉーりんのんゆーふろー Falling on your floor べいーびべいびぷりーず Baby baby, please あっきっのっきんのんゆーどー I keep knocking on your door べいーびっべいびぷりーずなーう Baby, baby, please now ふぉーりんのんゆーふろー Falling on your floor べいーびっべいびぷりーーーーー（ず） Baby baby, please [Chorus] くっそーらい おーらいうみー Cause it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いっつぉーらい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらーい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらーい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらーい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらーい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me いつぉーらーい おーらいうみー it’s alright, alright with me video credit rocknrolljazzyritz
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# Another bodyguard for lorenzo #{100}{}{You see Cally.} {100}{}{ Cally だ} #{101}{}{You re good enough to sneak in here, but dumb enough to show yourself? Too bad!} {101}{}{ せっかく忍び込んだのに、姿を隠すことは思いつかなかったのか？なんて馬鹿な野郎だ！}
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ばしるーら【登録タグ は サバコP 曲 鏡音リン】 作詞：サバコP 作曲：サバコP 編曲：サバコP 唄：鏡音リン 曲紹介 好きなPVを模写してま…す＾＾（作者コメ転載） 歌詞 （Piaproより転載） 君が云うんだ ぼくがルーラをおぼえたら どこへでも連れてってやんだ あたしは云うんだ 君がルーラをおぼえたら どこまでも連れてって ワンダー・ランドも 君の未来も 過去も 受けとめてあげる ペシミズムって笑われた 「行きたい場所はないの？」 あー そういえば無いかも… 強いて言えばそう、どこか知らない 異世界へ バシルーラ 遠くまで nothing,but you gotta choose one hesitate？ my darling さんざん泣いて 悩んで いっそ思い出さえ 飛ばそうね バシルーラ harder and harder nothing,but I'm a loser 宙に舞うふたり さんざん泣いて 躊躇して 行き先が決まりそうもないね ふたり ラナウェイ 「アブ・シンベルも パルミラも アクロポリスさえも そう 今ならルーラで 手をつないで」って、 そんなの望んでないのに… だから君にバシルーラ なんか いつもとちがうんだ 言うなれば 飽和 湾岸沿い 手をつないで 想いも波にさらわれて ふたり 熔けて 溶けあって すごした日々の魔法は 解けて はじけて 君は気づいてないんだね 君の 感情は 手に取るようにわかるけど 君は あたしの"どれくらい"もわかってくれないね… 君が云うんだ ぼくのことをわすれても こころでは つながってるんだ あたしは云うんだ あたしが全てわすれても どこまでも連れてって ワンダー・ランドも 次の未来も 過去も 受けとめて はばたいて そう いつものルーラで 手をつないでって 宙に舞う 君の羽根 さいごに唱えた アンノウン・ワールド さいごに唱えたのは バシルーラ 遠くまで nothing,but you gotta choose one hesitate？ my darling さんざん泣いて 悩んで 行き先に加えた「またいつか」 バシルーラ harder and harder nothing,but I'm a loser don't hesitate,my darling sundown, through the time of the time 体温もぬくもりも 君の声も ここに、 永遠に コメント 名前 コメント
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Legislation [立法] Establish family allowances [家族手当の制定] Establish a birth control policy [出産制限政策の制定]No limits Single child policy Regulate contraception [避妊規制]Promote Authorize, at will Tolerate but discourage Forbid Legislation on homosexual rights [同性愛の権利に関する法律]Marriage Civil union No union but legal homosexuality Illegal homosexuality
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希望が防衛軍を空にとどまらせ、勇気が彼らを戦わせ続けている。 Hope kept the defenders aloft, but only courage kept them in the fight. アポカリプス 【M TG Wiki】 名前
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プルタルコス 対比列伝 Plutarch, The Parallel Lives エウメネスの生涯 p79 The Life of Eumenes カルディアのエウメネスは、デュリスによると、トラキアの半島ケルソネソスにおいて貧しさから荷馬車の御者をしていた男の息子だと言われているが、文学と運動競技では一般的な教育を受けていた。さらにデュリスによれば、まだエウメネスが少年の頃にその地に逗留して余暇を過ごしていたフィリッポスが、パンクラティオンやレスリングの訓練をしているカルディアの青年や少年達を見に行き、彼らの中でエウメネスは素晴らしい活躍を見せ、極めて優れた知性や勇敢さを持っていることを証明したので、フィリッポスは気に入り従者とした。しかし私の意見としては他の歴史家達が唱えている、エウメネスの父親とフィリッポスの賓客としての関わりによってエウメネスが優遇された、という説がより確かなように思われる。フィリッポス２世の死後、エウメネスは聡明さや忠誠心においてアレクサンドロス大王の部下達と比べても全く劣ることなく、また筆頭書記官の地位しかなかったが、王の一番の親密な友としてより一層の敬意を持って扱われたので、インド遠征の際にも軍隊の指揮官として実際に送り出され、またヘファイスティオンの死後に軍の指揮官の後任となったペルディッカスが所持していた騎兵隊の指揮を任された。そのようなことから、盾持ち隊の隊長ネオプレモスはアレクサンドロスの死の際に自分は盾と槍を持って王に従ったが、エウメネスが持っていたのはペンと紙だけだ、と言ったときにはマケドニア人達はネオプレモスを軽蔑し笑い者にした。マケドニア人達はエウメネスが他の数々の名誉に加えて、血族関係に値する人物であると王に見なされていたことを知っていた。アルタバズスの娘のバルシネについては、アレクサンドロスのアジアでの最初の愛人であり、その息子ヘラクレスを生んだが、姉妹が２人いた。一人はアレクサンドロスがプトレマイオスに与えたアパマ、もう一人はエウメネスに与えられ、同じくバルシネという名であった。これはアレクサンドロスが他のペルシア人女性の捕虜を仲間に配偶者として分け与えた時のことであった。 583 1 Eumenes of Cardia, according to Duris, was the son of a man whom poverty drove to be a waggoner, in the Thracian Chersonesus, but received a liberal education in literature and athletics. While he was still a boy, Duris says further, Philip, who was sojourning in the place and had an hour of leisure, came to see the young men and boys of Cardia exercising in the pancratium1 and in wrestling, among whom Eumenes had such success and gave such proofs of intelligence and bravery that he pleased Philip and was taken into his following. 2 But in my opinion those historians tell a more probable story who say that a tie of guest-friendship with his father led Philip to give advancement to Eumenes. After Philip s death Eumenes was thought to be inferior to none of Alexander s followers in sagacity and fidelity, and though he had only the title of chief secretary, he was held in as much honour as the king s principal friends and intimates, so that on the Indian expedition he was actually sent out as general with a force under his own orders,2 and received the command in the cavalry which Perdiccas had held, when Perdiccas, after Hephaestion s death, was advanced to that officer s position. 3 Therefore when Neoptolemus, the commander of the Shield-bearers, after Alexander s p81death, said that he had followed the king with shield and spear, but Eumenes with pen and paper, the Macedonians laughed him to scorn; they knew that, besides his other honours, Eumenes had been deemed worthy by the king of relationship in marriage. For Barsiné the daughter of Artabazus, the first woman whom Alexander knew in Asia, and by whom he had a son, Heracles, had two sisters; of these Alexander gave one, Apama, to Ptolemy, and the other, also called Barsiné,3 to Eumenes. This was at the time when he distributed the other Persian women as consorts among his companions.4 しかし、エウメネスはしばしばアレクサンドロスと衝突し、ヘファイスティオンを介して自身を危険に陥れていた。まず、一例として、ヘファイスティオンがエウメネスの部下が取り立てられていた営舎付きの地位に笛吹きEuiusをに任命した際には、エウメネスはメントルを伴って怒りながらアレクサンドロスを訪れ、自分は武器を捨て笛吹きか悲劇役者になるほかないと叫んだ。直ちに結果としてアレクサンドロスは彼の不名誉を認めヘファイスティオンへの非難を口にした。しかし、すぐに彼は心変わりしエウメネスに怒りを抱き、エウメネスはヘファイスティオンを直接非難するよりアレクサンドロス自身を侮辱したかったのだと感じた。 2 However, Eumenes was often in collision with Alexander, and he got himself into danger through Hephaestion. In the first place, for instance, when Hephaestion assigned to Euius the flute-player the quarters which his servants had already taken up for Eumenes, Eumenes, accompanied by Mentor, came in a passion to Alexander and cried out that it was best for him to throw away his arms and be a flute-player or a tragic actor. The immediate result was that Alexander shared his indignation and heaped abuse upon Hephaestion. Soon, however, he changed his mind and was angry with Eumenes, feeling that he had indulged in insolence towards himself more than in bold words against Hephaestion. さらに、外洋を探索するためにネアルコスを提督とした艦隊を派遣していたときのことだが、王家の資金が底を付いたのでアレクサンドロスは資金の提供を味方の者達に求めたことがあった。エウメネスは300タラントンを要求されたが、100タラントンしか贈らず、この額でさえ自分の管財人によって苦労して時間をかけて集められたのだ、と言った。アレクサンドロスは全く非難をせず、また金を受け取ることもしなかったが、密かに家来に命じてエウメネスの天幕に火を放たせた。隠し持った財宝がその中から運び出された時には、その見え透いた嘘を理由にエウメネスを捕られば良いと思っていたのだ。しかし、そうなる前に天幕は燃え尽き、同時にエウメネスが所有していた文献も失われたので、アレクサンドロスは自分の仕打ちを後悔したのだった。それにもかかわらず、炎で溶かされた金銀は1000タラントン以上の価値があることが分かった。しかしながらアレクサンドロスはそれらを何も奪うことはなく、それどころか支配下の地方総督や将軍すべてに向けて失われた文献の写しを送るように手紙を書き、エウメネスにそれら全てを管理するよう命じた。 2 Again, when Alexander was sending out Nearchus with a fleet to explore the outer sea, he asked money of his friends, since the royal treasury was empty. Eumenes was asked for three hundred talents, but gave only a hundred, and said that even these had been slowly and with difficulty collected for him by p83his stewards. Alexander made no reproaches, nor did he take the money, but ordered his servants secretly to set fire to the tent of Eumenes, wishing to take its owner in a manifest lie when the treasure was carried out of it. 3 But before that could be done the tent was consumed, and the destruction of his papers made Alexander repent him of his orders. Still, the gold and silver that was melted down by the fire was found to be more than a thousand talents worth. Alexander took none of it, however, but actually wrote to his satraps and generals everywhere to send copies of the documents that had been destroyed, and ordered Eumenes to take them all in charge. またさらに、エウメネスはある贈り物をめぐってヘファイスティオンと言い争い、多くの口ぎたない言葉が２人の間を飛び交った。その時点ではエウメネスは以前と変わらずアレクサンドロスから目をかけられていたのだが、しばらく経って、ヘファイスティオンが亡くなると王は激しい悲嘆に陥り、その好意的な態度は消え、また生前のヘファイスティオンの寵愛を羨みその死に歓喜したと王がみなす者達すべてに厳しく当たった。特にエウメネスにはその疑いが向けられ、生前にヘファイスティオンとの口論で彼を口汚く罵ったことを王は度々非難した。だが、したたかで言葉巧みなエウメネスは、その身を危うくする危機から逃れようと努めた。すなわち、アレクサンドロスのヘファイスティオンへの感謝の思いをエウメネスは利用して、生前のヘファイスティオンの行いを称えるに最も相応しい栄誉を贈ることを提案したり、また墓の建立のための資金を快くふんだんに提供したりした。 4 And still again, Eumenes had a quarrel with Hephaestion about a certain gift, and much abusive language passed between them. At the time, indeed, Eumenes was no less in favour than before; but a little while afterwards Hephaestion died, and the king, in his bitter sorrow, dealt harshly and was severe with all who, as he thought, had been jealous of his favourite while he lived and now rejoiced at his death. Eumenes, in particular, he suspected of such feelings, and often reproached him for his former quarrels with Hephaestion and his abusive language towards him. 5 But Eumenes, who was wily and persuasive, tried to make what threatened his ruin conduce to his salvation. He sought refuge, namely, in Alexander s ardent gratitude towards Hephaestion, suggesting honours which were most likely to adorn the memory of the deceased, and contributing money for the construction of his tomb lavishly and readily. アレクサンドロスが亡くなり、マケドニア兵と最高行政官や王の側近達の間に諍いが起こったときに、エウメネスはその個人的な評価からは後者に味方をしたが、実際には自分は双方の共通の友人であると言い、自分は異邦人であるからマケドニア人達の論争には関わらない、という理由で、争いからは遠ざかっていた。そればかりか、他の行政官達がバビロンから撤退した時にも、エウメネスは都市に残り、マケドニア兵たちの多くをなだめ、争いを和解に持ち込ませようとした。そして行政官達がお互いに協議をし、最初の騒々しい議事を終えて、管轄領と指揮権を分配していたとき、エウメネスはカッパドキア、パフラゴニア、トラペズスまでの黒海の南海岸を受領した。当時、これらの領土がマケドニアの支配下でなかったのは事実である。なぜならそれらはアリアラテス家の勢力化にあったからである。しかし、レオンナトスとアンティゴノスは大軍を伴ってエウメネスをそこへ導き、彼がその地の総督であると布告することになっていた。 p85 3 When Alexander was dead5 and a quarrel had arisen between the Macedonian men-at‑war and his principal officers, or companions,6 Eumenes sided with the latter in his opinions, but in what he said he was a kind of common friend to both and held himself aloof from the quarrel, on the ground that it was no business of his, since he was a stranger, to meddle in disputes of Macedonians. Moreover, when the rest of the principal officers had withdrawn from Babylon, he remained behind in the city and mollified many of the men-at‑war and made them more disposed towards a settlement of the quarrel. 2 And when the officers, having conferred with one another, brought their first tumultuous proceedings to an end, and were distributing satrapies and commands, Eumenes received Cappadocia, Paphlagonia, and the southern coast of the Euxine sea as far as Trapezus. It is true that at the time this territory was not subject to the Macedonians, for Ariarathes held royal sway over it; but Leonnatus and Antigonus, with a great army, were to conduct Eumenes thither and declare him satrap of the country. 3 Now, Antigonus paid no heed to the edicts of Perdiccas, being already lifted up in his ambitions and scorning all his associates; but Leonnatus came down from the interior into Phrygia in order to undertake the expedition in behalf of Eumenes. Here, however, Hecataeus the tyrant of Cardia joined him and besought p87him to go rather to the assistance of Antipater and the Macedonians besieged in Lamia.7 Leonnatus therefore determined to cross over to Greece, invited Eumenes to go with him, and tried to reconcile him with Hecataeus. 4 For they had a hereditary distrust of one another arising from political differences; and frequently Eumenes had been known to denounce Hecataeus when a tyrant and to exhort Alexander to restore its freedom to Cardia. Therefore at this time also Eumenes declined to go on the expedition against the Greeks, saying he was afraid that Antipater, who had long hated him, would kill him to please Hecataeus. Then Leonnatus took him into his confidence and revealed to him all his purposes. 5 Assistance to Antipater, namely, was what he alleged as a pretext for his expedition, but he really meant, as soon as he had crossed into Europe, to lay claim to Macedonia; and he showed certain letters from Cleopatra8 in which she invited him to come to Pella and promised to marry him. But Eumenes, either because he was afraid of Antipater, or because he despaired of Leonnatus as a capricious man full of uncertain and rash impulses, took his own equipment and decamped by night.9 And he had three hundred horsemen, two hundred armed camp-followers, and in gold what would amount to five thousand talents of money. 6 With this equipment he fled to Perdiccas, and by telling him of the designs of Leonnatus at once enjoyed great influence with him and was made a member of his council. Moreover, a little while after he was conducted into Cappadocia with an army p89which Perdiccas commanded in person. There Ariarathes was taken prisoner, the country was brought into subjection, and Eumenes was proclaimed satrap. 7 He entrusted the cities of the country to his own friends, appointed commanders of garrisons, left behind him such judges and administrators as he wished, Perdiccas not at all interfering in these matters, and then marched away with Perdiccas, desiring to pay court to that general, and not wishing to be separated from the kings.10 4 However, Perdiccas felt confident of carrying out his projects by himself, and thought that the country they had left behind them needed an efficient and faithful guardian, and therefore sent Eumenes back from Cilicia, ostensibly to his own satrapy, but really to reduce to obedience the adjacent country of Armenia, which had been thrown into confusion by Neoptolemus.11 2 Accordingly, although Neoptolemus was a victim of ostentation and empty pride, Eumenes tried to constrain him by personal intercourse; then, finding that the Macedonian men-at‑war were conceited and bold, he raised a force of cavalry as a counterpoise to them by offering the natives of the country who were able to serve as horsemen immunity from contributions and tributes, 3 and by distributing horses that he had bought among those of his followers in whom he placed most confidence; the spirits of these men, too, he incited by honours and gifts, and developed their bodies by exercise and discipline; so that a part of the Macedonians were amazed, a part emboldened, when they saw that in a short time p91he had assembled about him no fewer than sixty-three hundred horsemen. 5 And when Craterus12 and Antipater, after overpowering the Greeks,13 were crossing into Asia14 to overthrow the power of Perdiccas, and were reported to be planning an invasion of Cappadocia, Perdiccas, who was himself heading an expedition against Ptolemy,15 appointed Eumenes commander of the forces in Armenia and Cappadocia with plenary powers. 2 He also sent letters on the subject, in which he commanded Alcetas16 and Neoptolemus to look to Eumenes for orders, and Eumenes to manage matters as he thought best. Alcetas, then, flatly refused to serve in the campaign, on the ground that the Macedonians under him were ashamed to fight Antipater, and were so well disposed to Craterus that they were ready to receive him with open arms. Neoptolemus, however, plotting treachery against Eumenes, was detected, and when he was summoned would not obey, but drew up his forces in battle array. 3 Here first did Eumenes reap the fruit of his forethought and preparation; for when his infantry had already been defeated, he routed Neoptolemus with his cavalry, and captured his baggage, and when the men-at‑war of Neoptolemus were scattered in pursuit of their enemies, charged upon them with his entire body of horse and compelled them to lay down their arms and make oath with him to serve under him. 4 Neoptolemus, then, collected a few of his men from the rout and fled to Craterus and Antipater. p93But they had already sent an embassy to Eumenes inviting him to come over to their side; he would enjoy possession of his present satrapies, would receive additional troops and territory from them, would become a friend to Antipater instead of an enemy, and would not become an enemy to Craterus instead of a friend. 5 On hearing this proposition Eumenes replied that he had been Antipater s enemy from of old and could not now become his friend, when he saw him treating his friends as enemies, but that he was ready to reconcile Craterus with Perdiccas and bring the two together on just and equal terms; if, however, either undertook to overreach the other he would give aid to the injured party as long as he had breath, and would rather lose his life than his honour. 6 Craterus and Antipater, then, after getting this answer, were taking deliberate counsel about the whole situation, when Neoptolemus came to them after his flight, told them about the battle he had lost, and urged them to come to his aid, both of them if possible, but at any rate Craterus; for the Macedonians longed for him exceedingly, and if they should only see his cap and hear his voice, they would come to him with a rush, arms and all. 2 And indeed the name of Craterus was really great among them, and after the death of Alexander most of them had longed for him as their commander. They remembered that he had many times incurred the strong displeasure of Alexander himself in their behalf, by opposing his gradually increasing desire to adopt Persian customs, and by defending the manners of their country, which, thanks to the spread of luxury and pomp, were already being treated with contempt. 3 At the time of which I speak, then, Craterus sent p95Antipater into Cilicia,17 while he himself with a large part of the forces advanced with Neoptolemus against Eumenes. He thought that he should fall upon him when he was off his guard, and when, after their recent victory, his soldiers were in revelry and disorder. Now, that Eumenes should learn beforehand of his approach and get himself ready for it in advance, one might consider a mark of sober generalship, though not of superlative ability; 4 but that he should keep his enemies from getting any knowledge that would work him harm, and, besides this, that he should hurl his soldiers upon Craterus before they knew with whom they were fighting, and conceal from them the name of the opposing general, seems to me to have been an exploit peculiar to this commander. He gave out word, then, that Neoptolemus was once more coming against him, with Pigres, and that they had a force of Paphlagonian and Cappadocian cavalry. One night he was planning to decamp and then fell asleep and had a strange vision. 5 He dreamed, namely, that he saw two Alexanders ready to give each other battle, each at the head of a phalanx; then Athena came to help the one, and Demeter the other, and after a fierce struggle the one who had Athena for a helper was beaten, and Demeter, culling ears of grain, wove them into a wreath for the victor. 6 At once, then, he conjectured that the vision was in his favour, since he was fighting for a country that was most fertile and had at that time an abundance of fine young grain in the ear; for the land had everywhere been sown and bespoke a time of peace, p97now that its plains were covered with a luxuriant growth; and he was all the more strengthened in his belief when he learned that the enemy s watchword was "Athena and Alexander." Accordingly, he too gave out a watchword, namely, "Demeter and Alexander," and ordered all his men to crown themselves and wreathe their arms with ears of grain. 7 But though he often felt an impulse to speak out and tell his principal officers who it was against whom their struggle was to be, and not to keep hidden away in his own breast alone a secret so important, nevertheless he abode by his first resolution and made his judgment surety for the peril. 7 However, he arrayed against Craterus not a single Macedonian, but two troops of foreign horse commanded by Pharnabazus the son of Artabazus and Phoenix of Tenedos, who had strict orders to charge at full speed when the enemy came into view and engage them at close quarters, without giving them a chance to withdraw or say anything, and without receiving any herald they might send. For he had strong fears that his Macedonians, if they recognized Craterus, would go over to him. 2 He himself, with a division of his best horsemen, three hundred in number, rode along to the right wing, where he purposed to attack Neoptolemus. When the forces of Eumenes had crossed the intervening hill and were seen coming on to the attack with a swift and impetuous dash, Craterus was dumbfounded and heaped much abuse upon Neoptolemus for having deceived him about the Macedonians changing sides; but he exhorted his officers to act like brave men, and he charged upon the enemy. 3 The first collision was severe, the spears were p99quickly shattered, and the fighting was done with the swords. Here Craterus did not disgrace Alexander, but slew many foes, and frequently routed the opposing arrays. At last, however, he was wounded by a Thracian who attacked him from the side, and fell from his horse. 4 As he lay prostrate there all his enemies rode past him, not knowing who he was, except Gorgias, one of the officers of Eumenes; he recognized him, dismounted from his horse, and stood guard over his body, for he was now in an evil plight and struggling with death. In the meantime Neoptolemus also was engaged with Eumenes. They had long hated one another with a deadly hatred, but in two onsets neither had caught sight of the other; in the third, however, they recognized each other, and at once drew their swords and with loud cries rode to the attack. 5 Their horses dashed together with the violence of colliding triremes, and dropping the reins they clutched one another with their hands, each trying to tear off the other s helmet and strip the breastplate from his shoulders. While they were struggling, their horses ran from under them and they fell to the ground, where they closed with one another and wrestled for the mastery. 6 Then Eumenes, as Neoptolemus sought to rise first, gave him an undercut in the ham, and himself got to his feet before his adversary did; but Neoptolemus, supporting himself on one knee, and wounded in the other, defended himself vigorously from underneath. He could not, however, inflict fatal wounds, but was himself wounded in the neck, fell to the ground, and lay there prostrate. 7 His sword, however, he still retained, and while Eumenes, transported with rage and ancient hatred, was stripping off his armour and p101reviling him, Neoptolemus surprised him with a wound under the breastplate, where it reaches the groin. But the blow gave Eumenes more fright than harm, since lack of strength made it feeble. After stripping the dead body, weak as he was from wounds received in legs and arms, Eumenes nevertheless had himself put upon his horse and hastened to the other wing, supposing that the enemy were still resisting. 8 But when he learned of the fate of Craterus and had ridden up to where he lay, and saw that he was still alive and conscious, he dismounted, wept bitterly, clasped his hand, and had many words of abuse for Neoptolemus, and many words of pity for Craterus in his evil fortune, and for himself in the necessity which had brought him into a conflict with a friend and comrade, where he must do or suffer this harm.18 8 This battle was won by Eumenes about ten days after the former.19 It lifted his reputation high, and he was thought to have accomplished his task alike with wisdom and bravery; but it got him much envy and hatred as well among his allies as among his enemies. They felt that he, an alien and a stranger, had used the arms and might of the Macedonians for slaying the foremost and most approved of them. 2 Now, if Perdiccas could have learned in time of the death of Craterus, no one else would have had chief place among Macedonians; but as it was, he was slain in a mutiny of his soldiers in Egypt20 two days before the report of the battle p103came to his camp, and his Macedonians, in a rage, at once condemned Eumenes to death. Moreover, Antigonus was appointed to conduct the war against him, in conjunction with Antipater. 3 When Eumenes fell in with the royal herds of horse that were pasturing about Mount Ida, he took as many horses as he wanted and sent a written statement of the number to the overseers, at this, we are told, Antipater laughed and said that he admired Eumenes for his forethought, since he evidently expected to give an account of the royal properties to them, or to receive one from them. 4 Because he was superior in cavalry, Eumenes wished to give battle in the plains of Lydia about Sardis, and at the same time he was ambitious to make a display of his forces before Cleopatra;21 but at the request of that princess, who was afraid to give Antipater any cause for complaint, he marched away into upper Phrygia and wintered at Celaenae. Here Alcetas, Polemon, and Docimus strove emulously with him for the chief command, whereupon he said "This bears out the saying, Of perdition no account is made. " 5 Moreover, having promised to give his soldiers their pay within three days, he sold them the homesteads and castles about the country, which were full of slaves and flocks. Then every captain in the phalanx or commander of mercenaries who had bought a place was supplied by Eumenes with implements and engines of war and took it by siege; and thus every soldier received the pay that was due him, in a distribution of the captured properties. 6 In consequence of this, Eumenes was again in high favour; and once when letters were found in his camp which the leaders of the enemy p105had caused to be scattered there, wherein they offered a hundred talents and honours to any one who should kill Eumenes, his Macedonians were highly incensed and made a decree that a thousand of the leading soldiers should serve him continually as a body-guard, watching over him when he went abroad and spending the night at his door. 7 These carried out the decree, and were delighted to receive from Eumenes such honours as kings bestow upon their friends. For he was empowered to distribute purple caps and military cloaks, and this was a special gift of royalty among Macedonians. 9 Now, prosperity lifts even men of inferior natures to higher thoughts, so that they appear to be invested with a certain greatness and majesty as they look down from their lofty state; but the truly magnanimous and constant soul reveals itself rather in its behaviour under disasters and misfortunes. 2 And so it was with Eumenes. For, to begin with, he was defeated by Antigonus22 at Orcynii in Cappadocia through treachery,23 and yet, though in flight, he did not suffer the traitor to make his escape out of the rout to the enemy, but seized and hanged him. Then, taking the opposite route in his flight to that of his pursuers, he changed his course before they knew it, and, passing along by them, came to the place where the battle had been fought. Here he encamped, collected the bodies of the dead, and burned them on pyres made from the doors of the neighbouring villages, which he had split into billets. He burned the bodies of the officers on one pyre, those of the common soldiers on another, heaped great mounds of earth over the ashes, and p107departed, so that even Antigonus, when he came up later, admired his boldness and constancy. 3 Again, when he came upon the baggage of Antigonus, and could easily have captured many freemen, many slaves, and wealth amassed from so many wars and plunderings, he was afraid that his men, if loaded down with booty and spoils, would become too heavy for flight, and too luxurious to endure wanderings and lapse of time. In lapse of time, however, he placed his chief hopes for ending the war, feeling that he could thus cause Antigonus to turn back. 4 But since it was quite a difficult matter to deflect his Macedonians from good things which were within their reach, he ordered them to refresh themselves and bait their horses before advancing upon the enemy. He himself, however, sent a secret message to Menander, who was in charge of the enemy s baggage, implying that he was concerned for him as an old time friend and comrade, and advising him to be on his guard and withdraw as quickly as possible from his low-lying and accessible position to the foot-hills near by, which could not be reached by cavalry or surrounded. 5 Menander speedily comprehended his peril and decamped, and then Eumenes openly sent out scouts and ordered his soldiers to arm themselves and bridle their horses, as he was going to lead them against the enemy. But when the scouts brought word that Menander was altogether safe from capture now that he had taken refuge in a difficult region, Eumenes pretended to be vexed, and led his forces away. 6 And it is said that when Menander bore witness of these things to Antigonus, and the Macedonians began to praise Eumenes and felt more p109kindly towards him, because, when it was in his power to enslave their children and outrage their wives, he had spared them and let them go, Antigonus said "Nay, my good men, that fellow did not let them go out of regard for you, but because he was afraid to put such fetters on himself in his flight." 10 After this, as he wandered about and sought to elude his enemies, Eumenes persuaded most of his soldiers to leave him,24 either out of regard for them, or because he was unwilling to trail after him a body of men too small to give battle, and too large to escape the enemy s notice. Moreover, after he had taken refuge in Nora, a stronghold on the confines of Lycaonia and Cappadocia, with five hundred horsemen and two hundred men-at‑war, even there again, whatsoever friends asked to be dismissed because they could not endure the asperities of the place and the constraint in diet, all these he sent away, after bestowing upon them tokens of affection and kindness. 2 And when Antigonus came up and invited him to a conference before the siege began, he replied that the friends of Antigonus and officers to succeeded Antigonus in command were many, whereas those in whose behalf he was fighting had no one left to command them after him; and he bade Antigonus to send hostages if he wanted to have a conference with him. Moreover, when Antigonus demanded to be addressed by him as a superior, Eumenes replied "I regard no man as my superior so long as I am master of my sword." 3 Nevertheless, after Antigonus had sent his nephew Ptolemy p111into the fortress, as Eumenes had demanded, Eumenes went down to meet him, and they embraced one another with greetings of friendship and affection, since they had formerly been close associates and intimate companions. A long conference was held, in which Eumenes made no mention of his own safety or peace, but actually demanded that he should be confirmed in the possession of his satrapies, and that what was his by gift should be restored to him. At this the bystanders were amazed, and they admired his lofty spirit and confidence. 4 But meanwhile many of the Macedonians came running together in their eagerness to see what sort of man Eumenes was; for no one else had been so much talked about in the army since the death of Craterus. Then Antigonus, afraid that Eumenes might suffer some violence, first loudly forbade the soldiers to approach, and pelted with stones those who were hurrying up, but finally threw his arms about Eumenes and, keeping off the throng with his bodyguards, with much ado removed him to a place of safety. 11 After this, Antigonus built a wall round Nora, left troops to guard it, and retired; Eumenes, however, although closely besieged in a stronghold which had grain, water in abundance, and salt, but no other edible, not even a relish to go with the grain, nevertheless, with what he had, managed to render the life of his associates cheerful, inviting them all by turns to his own table, and seasoning the meal thus shared with conversation which had charm and friendliness. 2 For he had a pleasant face, not like that of a war-worn veteran, but delicate and youthful, and all his body had, as it were, artistic proportions, with limbs of astonishing symmetry; and p113though he was not a powerful speaker, still he was insinuating and persuasive, as one may gather from his letters. 3 But most of all detrimental to his forces thus besieged was their narrow quarters, since their movements were confined to small houses and a place only •two furlongs in circumference, so that neither men nor horses could get exercise before eating or being fed. Therefore, wishing to remove the weakness and languor with which their inactivity afflicted them, and, more than that, to have them somehow or other in training for flight, if opportunity should offer, 4 he assigned the men a house, the largest in the place, fourteen cubits long,a as a place to walk, ordering them little by little to increase their pace. And as for the horses, he had them all girt round the neck with great straps fastened to the roof, and raised them partly up into the air by means of pulleys, so, while with their hind legs they rested firmly upon the ground, they just touched it with the tips of their fore hoofs. 5 Then, while they were thus suspended, the grooms would stand at their sides and stir them up with shouts and strokes of the goad; and the horses, full of rage and fury, would dance and leap about on their hind legs, while with their swinging fore feet they would strike the ground and try to get a footing there, thus exerting their whole bodies and covering themselves with sweat and foam, — no bad exercise either for speed or strength.25 Then their barley would be thrown to them boiled, that they might the sooner dispatch and the better digest it. 12 But presently, as the siege dragged along, p115Antigonus learned that Antipater had died in Macedonia,26 and that matters were in confusion owing to the dissension between Cassander and Polysperchon.b He therefore cherished no longer an inferior hope, but embraced the whole empire in his scheme, and desired to have Eumenes as friend and helper in his undertakings. Accordingly, he sent Hieronymus to make a treaty with Eumenes, and proposed an oath for him to take. 2 This oath Eumenes corrected and then submitted it to the Macedonians who were besieging him, requesting them to decide which was the juster form. Antigonus, namely, for form s sake, had mentioned the kings27a at the beginning of the oath, and then had made the rest of it refer to himself; but Eumenes wrote at the head of the oath the names of Olympias and the kings,27b and proposed to swear fealty, not to Antigonus alone, but also to Olympias and the kings, and to have the same enemies and friends as they. This was thought to be more just, and the Macedonians accordingly administered this oath of Eumenes, raised the siege, and sent to Antigonus, that he too, on his part, might take the oath to Eumenes. 3 Meanwhile, however, Eumenes gave back all the Cappadocian hostages whom he was holding in Nora, and received from those who came for them horses, beasts of burden, and tents. He also collected all the soldiers who had become scattered by his flight and were now wandering about the country, so that he had a force of almost a thousand horsemen. With p117these he set out in flight, being rightly in fear of Antigonus. For Antigonus not only ordered his Macedonians to wall him in again and besiege him, but also wrote back bitter reproaches to them for accepting the correction of the oath. 13 While Eumenes was in flight, letters were brought to him from those in Macedonia who feared the growing power of Antigonus. Olympias invited him to come and take charge of Alexander s little son and rear him, feeling that plots were laid against his life; Polysperchon and Philip28 the king ordered him, as commander of the forces in Cappadocia, to wage war upon Antigonus, to take five hundred talents of the treasure at Quinda29 in reparation of his own losses, and to use as much of it as he wished for the war. 2 They had also written concerning these matters to Antigenes and Teutamus, the commanders of the Silver-shields. These men, on receiving their letters, ostensibly treated Eumenes with friendliness, but were plainly full of envy and contentiousness, disdaining to be second to him. Eumenes therefore allayed their envy by not taking the money, alleging that he had no need of it; 3 while upon their love of contention and love of command, seeing that they were as unable to lead as they were unwilling to follow, he brought superstition to bear. He said, namely, that Alexander had appeared to him in a dream, had shown him a tent arrayed in royal fashion with a throne standing in it, and had then said that if they held their councils and transacted their business there, he himself would be p119present and would assist them in every plan and enterprise which they undertook in his name. Eumenes easily convinced Antigenes and Teutamus that this was true. They were unwilling to go to him, and he himself thought it undignified to be seen at the doors of others. 4 So they erected a royal tent, and a throne in it which they dedicated to Alexander, and there they met for deliberation on matters of highest importance. And now, as they advanced into the interior of the country,30 Peucestas,31 who was a friend of Eumenes, met them with the other satraps, and they joined their forces, so that the number of their men and the splendour of their equipment raised the spirits of the Macedonians. But the leaders themselves had been made unmanageable by their exercise of power, and effeminate by their mode of life, after the death of Alexander, 5 and they brought into collision spirits that were tyrannical and fed on barbaric arrogance, so that they were harsh towards one another and hard to reconcile. Moreover, by flattering the Macedonian soldiery extravagantly and lavishing money upon them for banquets and sacrifices, in a short time they made the camp a hostelry of festal prodigality, and the army a mob to be cajoled into the election of its generals, as in a democracy. 6 Eumenes, however, perceiving that, while they despised one another, they feared him and were on the watch for an opportunity to kill him, pretended to be in need of money, and got together many talents by borrowing from those who hated him most, in order that they might put confidence in him and refrain from killing him out of regard for the money p121they had lent him. The consequence was that the wealth of others was his body-guard, and that, whereas men generally preserve their lives by giving, he alone won safety by receiving. 14 The Macedonians, however, while there was no danger, continued to take gifts from their corrupters, and hung about the doors of these men, who now had body-guards and wanted to be generals. But when Antigonus encamped near them with a large force and the situation called aloud for a real general, not only did the common soldiers attach themselves to Eumenes, but also those who were great only when peace and luxury prevailed, every man of them, gave in to him and consented without a murmur to hold post which he gave them. 2 And, indeed, when Antigonus tried to cross the river Pasitigris, none of the other commanders who were watching his movements was even aware of it, but Eumenes, and he alone, withstood him, joined battle with him, slew many of his men and filled the stream with dead bodies, and took four thousand prisoners. But most of all in connection with the sickness that befell him did the Macedonians make it clear that they considered the others able to feast them splendidly and hold high festival, but him alone capable of wielding command and waging war, 3 For Peucestas, having feasted them splendidly in Persis, and having given every man a victim for sacrifice, was expecting to be chief in command; and a few days afterwards, as the soldiers were marching against the enemy, it chanced that Eumenes, in consequence of a dangerous illness, was being carried along in a litter outside the ranks, where it was quiet and his sleep would not be broken. But after they had p123advanced a little way, suddenly the enemy were seen passing over some hills and descending into the plain. 4 The gleams of their golden armour in the sun flashed down from the heights as they marched along in close formation, and on the backs of the elephants the towers and purple trappings were seen, which was their array when going into battle. Accordingly, the foremost Macedonians halted in their march and called with loud cries for Eumenes, declaring that they would not go forward unless he was in command of them; and grounding their arms they passed word to one another to wait, and to their leaders to keep still, and without Eumenes not to give battle or run any hazard even with the enemy. 5 When Eumenes heard of this, he quickened the pace of his bearers to a run and came to them, and lifting the curtains of his litter on either side, stretched forth his hand in delight. And when the soldiers saw him, they hailed him at once in their Macedonian speech, caught up their shields, beat upon them with their spears, and raised their battle-cry, challenging the enemy to fight in the assurance that their leader was at hand. 15 Now Antigonus, hearing from his prisoners that Eumenes was sick and in such wretched plight as to be borne along in a litter, thought it no great task to crush the other commanders if Eumenes was sick. He therefore hastened to lead his army to battle. 2 But when, as the enemy were forming in battle order, he had ridden past their lines and observed their shape and disposition, he was amazed, and paused for some time; then the litter was seen as it was carried from one wing to the other. At this, Antigonus gave a loud laugh, as was his wont, p125and after saying to his friends, "This litter, it would seem, is what is arrayed against us," immediately retired with his forces and pitched his camp.32 3 But the Macedonians opposed to him, after getting a little respite, once more acted like a capricious mob, and, mocking at their leaders, distributed themselves in winter quarters over almost the whole of Gabene, so that the rear was separated from the van by •almost a thousand furlongs. When Antigonus became aware of this, he set out suddenly against them, taking this time a road that was difficult and without water, but direct and short, hoping that, in case he fell upon them when they were scattered about in their winter quarters, it would no longer be easy for the mass of them to join their generals. But after he had entered an uninhabited country, dire winds and severe frosts gave trouble to his army and impeded their march. 4 The only help, therefore, was to burn many fires, and this was what revealed his presence to the enemy. For the Barbarians living on the mountains which overlooked the uninhabited tract, amazed at the number of fires, sent messengers on dromedaries to Peucestas. And he, when he heard the news, being himself quite out of his mind with fear and seeing that the other officers were in a like state, set out to fly, after rousing up those of their soldiers especially who were quartered along the route. 5 But Eumenes tried to put a stop to their confusion and panic fear, by promising so to check the speed of the enemy that they would come up three days later than they were expected. And when his hearers were persuaded, he sent round p127messengers with orders that the forces in winter quarters and elsewhere should assemble with all speed; at the same time, too, he himself rode for with the other commanders, took possession of a place which could be seen at a distance by such as traversed the desert, measured it off, and ordered many fires to be made at intervals, as in an encampment. 6 This was done, and when Antigonus saw these fires on the mountains, he was distressed and disheartened, supposing that his enemies had long been aware of his approach and were coming to meet him. In order, therefore, that he might not be forced to fight, when his men were worn and weary from their march, against those who had spent a comfortable winter and were ready for the conflict, he forsook the direct road and led his army through villages and cities, taking time to refresh it. 7 But when no one tried to obstruct his progress, the thing which usually happens when enemies are facing one another, and when the people round about said they had seen no army, but that the place was full of lighted fires, Antigonus perceived that he had been outgeneraled by Eumenes, and in deep resentment led his forces forward to try the issue in open battle. 16 But meanwhile most of the forces with Eumenes had assembled, and, admiring his sagacity, demanded that he should be sole commander. At this, Antigenes and Teutamus, the leaders of the Silver-shields, were filled with vexation and jealousy, so that they plotted against the life of Eumenes, and, assembling most of the satraps and generals, deliberated when and how they might put him out of the way. 2 They were unanimous in the decision to make every use of him in the ensuing battle, and after the battle p129to kill him at once. But Eudamus, the master of the elephants, and Phaedimus, secretly brought word to Eumenes of this decision; not that they were moved by any goodwill or kindness, but because they were anxious not to lose the money they had lent him.33 These men Eumenes commended, and then went off to his tent, where he said to his friends that he was living in a great herd of wild beasts. Then he made his will, and tore up and destroyed his papers; he did not wish that after his death, in consequence of the secrets contained in these documents, accusations and calumnies should be brought against his correspondents. 3 After this business had been finished, he deliberated whether to give over the victory to the enemy, or to take flight through Media and Armenia and invade Cappadocia. He came to no decision while his friends were with him, but after considering many expedients with a mind which was as versatile as his fortunes were changeable, he proceeded to draw up his forces, urging on the Greeks and the Barbarians, and himself exhorted by the phalanx and the Silver-shields to be of good courage, since, as they felt sure, the enemy would not withstand their attack. 4 And indeed they were the oldest soldiers of Philip and Alexander, war s athletes as it were, without a defeat or a fall up to that time, many of them now seventy years old, and not a man younger than sixty. And so, when they charged upon the forces of Antigonus, they shouted; "It is against your fathers that ye sin, ye miscreants;" and falling upon them in a rage they crushed their whole phalanx at once, not a man withstanding them, and most of their opponents being cut to pieces at close quarters. p131 5 At this point, then, Antigonus was defeated overwhelmingly, but with his cavalry he got the upper hand; for Peucestas fought in a way that was altogether lax and ignoble, and Antigonus captured all the baggage. He was a man who kept cool in the presence of danger, and he was aided by the ground. 6 For the plain whereº they fought was vast, and its soil was neither deep nor trodden hard, but sandy and full of a dry and saline substance, which, loosened up by the trampling of so many horses and men during the battle, issued forth in a dust like lime, and this made the air all white and obscured the vision. Therefore it was easy for Antigonus to capture the enemy s baggage unobserved. 17 After the battle was over, Teutamus at once sent an embassy to treat for the baggage. And when Antigonus promised not only to give this back to the Silver-shields but also to treat them kindly in other ways, the Silver-shields formed a dire design to put the man alive into the hands of his enemies. 2 So, to begin with, they drew near him, without awakening his suspicions, and kept him in ward, some making complaints about their baggage, others bidding him to be of good courage, since he was victorious, and others still denouncing their former commanders. Then they fell upon him, snatched their sword away from him, and tied his hands fast with his girdle. And when Nicanor had been sent by Antigonus to receive him and he was being led along through the Macedonians, he begged for leave to speak to them, not with a view to supplication or entreaty, but in order to set forth what was for their advantage. p133 3 Silence was made, and standing on an eminence he stretched forth his hands, bound as they were, and said "What trophy, O ye basest of Macedonians, could Antigonus have so much desired to set up over your defeat, as this which ye yourselves are now erecting by delivering up your general as a prisoner? It is not a dreadful thing, then, that in the hour of your victory ye should acknowledge yourselves defeated for the sake of your baggage, implying that victory lies in your possessions and not in your arms, but ye must also send your leader as a ransom for that baggage. 4 As for me, then, ye lead me away undefeated, a victor over my enemies, a victim of my fellow-soldiers; but as for you, by Zeus the god of armies and by the gods who hallow oaths, I bid you slay me here with your own hands. Even should I be slain yonder, it will be wholly your work. Nor will Antigonus find any fault; for he wants a dead and not a living Eumenes. And if ye would spare your own hands, one of mine, if released, will suffice to do the business. 5 And if ye cannot trust me with a sword, cast me under the feet of your elephants, all bound as I am. If ye do this, I will absolve you from your guilt towards me, holding that ye have shown yourselves most just and righteous in your dealings with your own general." 18 As Eumenes said this, the rest of the throng was overwhelmed with sorrow, and some wept, but the Silver-shields shouted to lead him along and pay no attention to his babbling; for it was not so dreadful a thing, they said, that a pest from the Chersonesus should come to grief for having harassed Macedonians with infinite wars, as that the best of the soldiers of Philip and Alexander, p135after all their toils, should in their old age be robbed of their rewards and get their support from others, and that their wives should be spending the third night now in the arms of their enemies. At the same time they led him along at a quickened pace. 2 But Antigonus, fearing their multitude (since no one had been left behind in the camp), sent out ten of his strongest elephants and a great number of Median and Parthian spearmen to drive away the throng. He himself could not endure to see Eumenes, by reason of their former intimate friendship, and when those who had received him asked how they should guard his person, he said "Just as ye would an elephant or a lion." 3 But after a little while he became compassionate and ordered the keepers to remove the prisoner s heavy fetters and admit one of his personal servants to anoint him, and permitted any one of his friends who wished to spend the day with him and bring what he needed. Then he deliberated many days what to do with him, and considered various arguments and suggestions, Demetrius his son and Nearchus the Cretan being eager to save the life of Eumenes, while the rest, almost all of them, were insistent in urging that he be put to death. 4 We are told, also, that Eumenes asked his keeper, Onomarchus, why in the world Antigonus, now that he had got a hated enemy in his hands, neither killed him speedily nor generously set him free; and when Onomarchus insolently told him it was not now, but on the field of battle, that he should have faced death boldly, "Yea, by Zeus," said Eumenes, "then, too, I did do; ask the men who fought with me; I know that none I met was a p137better man." "Well, then, " said Onomarchus, "since now thou hast found thy better, why canst thou not bide his time?" 19When, then, Antigonus had decided to kill Eumenes, he gave orders to deprive him of food. And so, after two or three days of fasting, the prisoner began to draw nigh his end. But camp was suddenly broken and a man was sent to dispatch him.34 His body, however, was delivered to his friends by Antigonus, who permitted them to burn it and collect the ashes and place them in a silver urn, that they might be returned to his wife and children. 2 Eumenes thus slain, on no other man than Antigonus did Heaven devolve the punishment of the soldiers and commanders who betrayed him, but he himself, regarding the Silver-shields as impious and bestial men, put them into the violence of Sibyrtius the governor of Arachosia, ordering him to wear them out and destroy them in every possible way, that not a man of them might ever return to Macedonia or behold the Grecian sea.
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Now it s time, I fear to tell I ve been holding it back so long But something strange deep inside of me is happening I feel unlike I ve ever felt And it s makin me scared That I may not be what I(think I am) What of us, what do I say Are we both from a different world Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you I couldn t face my life without you And I m so afraid. There s nothing to comfort us What am I, if I can t be yours I don t sleep, don t feel a thing And my senses have all but gone Can t even cry from the pain, can t shed a tear now I realise We re not the same And it s makin me sad Cos we can t fulfil our dream(in this life) So I must, let us break free I can never be what you need If there was a way, through the hurt Then I would find it I d take the blows. Yes I would fight it But this is the one. Impossible dream to live What am I, if I can t be yours.